YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club
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@bitterblossom @opal @doorroo @rats @AbNormal my definition of drugs is what I read in the dictionary, and that is any substance which effects homeostasis. And so everything is practically a drug. Most people do not like this definition and so usually when I say drug I am talking about drugs that have a noticable psychoactive effect, I'm not talking about tylonol or vanilla.
@doorroo @bitterblossom @rats @opal That sounds like normal reactions to me tbh, not for normal people of course but that sounds about right to me
Should I go to school for engineering? Is engineering something worth going to school for? I don't want to get a faggot job I want to invent shit. And not to get rich idgaf about that because I probably won't get rich and some faggot will steal my designs. I want to do this for me. So I can build shit without getting hurt or killed. I also want to learn about electricity. And a little bit of chemistry. This is what I want to learn. But fuck math I hate math. I'll deal with math but it's not intuitive. Movement is intuitive for me not static numbers.
@doorroo Hah I see that shit, I only found out other people don't very recently. My sister said she doesn't see things in her head, and when I heard that I suddenly understood that's how most people must be, because she's very normal, socially functional.
@doorroo @bitterblossom @rats @AbNormal @opal I'm lumping cannabis in with drugs
@doorroo @bitterblossom @rats @AbNormal @opal I have not seen evidence yet that proves whether the mentally ill are predisposed to seek drugs or if drug use causes mental illness, I consider it an unknown area
@doorroo I saw this movie on vhs as a kid, when I was starting to realize I didn't really have a dad. I kind of wished Adam Sandler was my dad, and anyway this scene stuck with me.
https://youtu.be/9z5qpyxRR-A
@doorroo I want to do that too now, a happy folder
@doorroo @bitterblossom @rats @opal For some that static is a comfort, a white noise finally covering the horrors of this world
I feel trapped in the past like reverse samurai jack. I can't move forward or forget. I need things to be said and done that will never be said or done, to make me feel whole.
I told my therapist about the funkytown video and how it effected me and she was totally on another planet in terms of her understanding. She's never seen someone with their face flayed off still alive, and that kind of irritated me, I wanted to talk with someone who would understand what I've seen and instead I got a church mom.
@doorroo Yes they make me feel grounded, and comforted, I didn't know I could feel this way again.
@bitterblossom @opal @doorroo @rats Once someone said indica was the stimulant weed and sativa was the sedative weed, I politely suggested I have heard otherwise, I went from their favorite person to their most hated enemy
I feel like it's very fucked up that ever since my mental snapping I haven't had ajy family pictures hanging up. My walls are bare. And I think that's...bad? Inhuman? So after living like this for 20 years I decided to dig out my old picture box and put some pictures up.
@opal @ROYALTY @rats @doorroo Fun fact, Jewish circumcision used to be a ceremonial snipping of a sliver of skin no bigger than a fingernail clipping, simply to draw blood. It wasn't until a psychopathic Rabbi in like the 1800s or some shit said that a bigger cut would be more holy, and to go big or go home. So now Jews and many American christians have horrifically mutilated dicks.
@ghost I've been trying for years to get them to give me my pills and they won't, they think I just need to do yoga
@doorroo Oy vey, someone questioned the tribe, get the zoom call set up!! It's this sort of reaction that causes people to dislike them regardless of their identity.
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