YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

@Skadi @icedquinn I put my heart on my sleeve years later, tried reconnecting, pleaded with him, literally, like "Please X, please, I'm not saying you have to live any certain way, I respect you, there's so many good things about you, I just am not Poly, it's a personal thing."
and he would say back something like "If you want to be unhappy forever that's up to you."

@icedquinn Instead of "go to your room for the day" it was "go to the psych ward for 3 years" and "here take these pills for 4 years" and the pills gave me breasts I didn't want

@icedquinn Anyone with low self esteem is at risk for that, I was raised to be a subservient christian, and so being a natural leader I was punished a lot, in severe ways that would last years, we're talking about multi year long punishments here.

@icedquinn Put your dick away, I was grown for all this.

@icedquinn Yea but worse. He did a bunch of sex stuff with me (which I enjoyed) but he never told me he was in a relationship with someone else. When he did it was the next day and I kind of rolled with it but did NOT feel good...but he told me he was going to leave him for me. He was direct about that. This isn't me reading into things. He said that shit. Meanwhile he's dragging me to events and giving me lots of party favors and he's sitting down and having talks with me about how he wants me to be happy with other people (fuck other people) and so I DO and then he gets jealous, and possessive, and starts poisoning the well between me and whoever I'm fucking with at that moment. All in the back, all in secret. He kept a lot of secrets. Never ever was straight up, everything, EVERYTHING, was behind multiple layers of irony. And he had the audacity to say *I* was "too safe", when he's the one who refuses to take his mask off, ever. Everything is a joke, or a "story", he will never be honest. He is a broken person.

@icedquinn well I mean to be honest that doesn't surprise me, the usa has been falling apart since the civil war, it's a patchwork quilt of insanity, violence, lies, but also hope, genuine good intentions, but it lacked the balls, the guts, to smash tyrant heads when they took the country by the waist and raped it. The country literally sat back and did nothing when their president had his brains blown out in the back of a car. They bitched and moaned and that was it. No revolution, no putting a stop to this insanity, just more bullshit, more lies, more violence, more injustice.

@icedquinn Yes, judges standing outside of society would be a good thing, to free them of cares of social taboos or even knowledge of them, but they're not outside society like they should be in our system. They should be on a literal mountain in a literal cave with no internet access, reading books, appreciating nature, and living peacefully, but they're going to clubs, going to bars, watching the news, it's disgusting.