JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Ok I'm feeling a little less scared now that I had a good meal. It was a sandwich with the crusts cut off, and cut diagonally, and broccoli with butter, and some pretzels, and a strawberry daiquiri (but it was melted...still cold though). All homemade. I make my food boi. Feeling a little less paranoid...still a little scared though...maybe another daiquiri...

OMG I'M SO SCARED ME AND AUTISTIC WOMAN ARE SHARING COMMON INTERESTS THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT

Only artists are allowed to be nonfollowbackers

Nigga fuck you too (while I'm at it): Every time I find a nonfollowbacker

Nigga don't be followin me if you won't let me follow you back and ignore me frfr

Ok shower done, makeup off, feeling a little better now after that and some music, also I've been a little depressed because my real socials didn't get very good numbers today even though I posted a banger (some friends liked it but not the numbers I'm used to, I should be grateful but I'm not so I feel bad).

https://youtu.be/CJL3fGeH_Yk
Feeling stressed

Did my makeup again today but was so stressed from parental abuse (the covert kind) that it came out like shit. Working on it (everything, working on everything, makup, and trying to break free from this cycle of abuse and abandonment). People who pretend that parental abuse isn't a thing when you're grown have no idea what they're talking about.

I have no idea what some of you are talking about and you sound literally retarded (not shaming)

Fuck it I'm just going to fuck christian catboys, I'm doing away with my dignity.

Maybe I'm just unlovable. I'll always be single. The few relationships I had were flukes, and proof that people don't value me because I'm so fucking annoying and not cute.

@gloomyflower Well you can pick one still if you want and spend time with it, whatever you have just learn the scales and then practice those and the rest will come I think, just learn the scales and practice and keep trying to improvise and you'll start noticing patterns on your own and eventually you can start playing along with songs just by ear and improvising your part

@gloomyflower It's still really cool you can play all those instruments :3

Guys I ate 300 calories of pretzels and sunflower seeds (300 over my limit). I'll never be a sexy twink with a skinny butthole.

@a7 I'm betting it'll work on my monk account

LOLI WHO TAKES THAT MEAT UP TO THE BALLS??????????????? *shock and disbelief*