If everyone just wants to pay bills and eat food, I understand that, but when people start doing insane shit, like pretending they didn't see you when they did, or blocking your way or something, that's when I get confused. Because if I did shit like that, it would be because I thought I was a god, and that's a stupid thing to think because I'm clearly not, by any measure. Sometimes I WISH I was a god, but I'm not. I'm a little person, probably look like a potatoe to you, and I'm dissatisfied, and I don't have much to offer you besides good humor, and sometimes when alone I sadly hunch over my phone like a toad feeling my tits resting on my belly like a pig and thinik "why haven't I just killed myself?". I think hope, and expectation are keeping me alive. I HOPE things will get better, and I EXPEXT them to, otherwise I would fucking die.
When the post doesn't go over well
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Fiction/Fantasy
Them: Hey what ya cookin?
Me: Human steaks!
Them: Ewww, that's unacceptable!!
Me: It's ok they were a bad person!
Them: Hmmmm I guess that's alright...but
Me: But?
Them: I don't wanna eat a bad person, what if their bad essence becomes a part of me??
Me: Hmmmm, you know what, that's a good point
Then: Yea bad people probably taste all stringy and tough anyway
Me: Hmmm I didn't think about that
Them: What if we ate a bad baby??
Me: I don't think babies can be bad...
Them: Oh...
Me: Ok well let's give these steaks to the dog then
Them: WHAT IF THEY MAKE THE DOG BAD?
Me: You're right I forgot about that!
Them: We can't bury them, what if they make the earth bad!
Me: Maybe we should burn them?
Both of us at the same time: WHAT IF IT MAKES THE ATMOSPHERE BAD???
Me: Space
Them: Space?
Me: We launch them into space! Space can't absorb stuff, so their essence can't make space bad!
Them: Ok, that's a good idea!
Me: Nice! *Walks away from mirror*
The way I see it things look like this;
human beings naturally (not artificially) dominate one another using violence or deprivation. Why is Daddy historically the head of the household? Because he uses violence to hold that position, could be Mommy's the head of the household for the same reason, or either one of them could use deprivation instead, this is all abuse, it is all ethically wrong, but it doesn't seem like there's any other way that people as a whole are capable of being and so if you want the world to be a nice place where people say please and thank you and ask before touching one another then you are going to need to attain dominance, so that way you will make the rules and your rules will say that everyone has to be nice and since you are in charge they will have to be nice and that is the way humanity works. Of course you will have to be on the lookout for those looking to dethrone you.
@violet_rose @Jazzy_Butts@monk.ey.business A vagina is no different to any other body part, so logically I shouldn't care if someone has had sex any more than I should care if they've held hands, but I do, because it is emotional, because of things I have experienced, traumas and abuses.
@violet_rose @Jazzy_Butts@monk.ey.business I'm just sharing my thoughts. These are not things I say in public, because I know they are going to lead to an argument. My public posts are vent posts, anyone I talk to who wants to argue I do because I feel like entertaining someone, not because my intention when making the post was to aegut. My intention when making the post was emotional relief.
Fiction/Fantasy
I'm going to have a big event where I invite all the biggest sluts in the world and they'll all come with their wide open gaping vaginas and then all the dudes who they signed off on will come to fuck them, they'll say "yeah all these dudes, I want all these dudes to fuck me." and some of them will even say "I want any dudes, I'll have any dudes come and fuck me! Yaaaayy!!" and then all the dudes will fuck them and there will be a big pyrotechnic show on the main stage to close the event and I'll say on the microphone "Hey everybody you can't say that I'm a chud anymore or an incel, look at all these gaping vaginas that I supported!"
@Kiri @ViciouslyKind It's not a bad thing, it would just make me uncomfortable. I don't want to date someone as dumb as me.
@violet_rose @Jazzy_Butts@monk.ey.business Ok well but do you know that I hate an*rew t*te? I hate him genuinely. I hate all those male pigs, but I also hate the women who giggle and go along with an obvious creep because they think it's "fun" for girls to have sex with unfunny, uncharming, pieces of human filth (I am not exaggerating this is how I feel about him and his associates). Misogynists are human filth and should be mutilated. And yes I hate every cunt who supports misogyny by willingly submitting to men to get things, even if those things are codependent feelings of "being needed".
@Kiri @ViciouslyKind @Jazzy_Butts@monk.ey.business Volcel, but I understand
@Kiri @ViciouslyKind because it's a choice, like skydiving. Or like free climbing.
@nocontextspongebob peers when I say I like virgins
And I feel the same about femboys and transgirls because they're taking on the feminine and thus submissive and serving role, servitude is for those who have earned it, not some thug who reminds you of daddy for a few hours then never calls you back unless he wants to fuck. You have made yourself an object, and you are being used, stop it. Do not please these men, do not think that if, like Jesus, you give these men your time that they will be there for you. You are being used if it's that easy, and you don't even know it. Have fun when you're 35 and alone. Settle down. Pick someone. Stick with them. Masturbate a lot if your sex drive is that high. Incorporate role play if you're so bored. Grow up. And I'm not saying don't fuck or have orgies or whatever, I'm saying don't get it fucking twisted, these are not your boyfriends or girlfriends, these are strangers you fuck. The sooner you understand that the safer you will be.
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