JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

@anemone *SOUNDS OF GRAVEL SQUEEZING METAL AND ALSO CLOCKWORK GEARS AND HYDRAULICS* "...mumble mumble mumble..."

One of my favorite movies is A Clockwork Orange but I haven't seen it very many times, or read the book. Alex as a character is the true hero of the story, despite his monstrous acts. He is what he is because of the society in which he dwells, the parents who ignore him, the teacher who molestsed him, the priest in prison who did the same, it goes on and on, but by the end he wins, he is victorious over the society that tried to destroy him, yet this victory is bittersweet, because even this victory is the result of the actions of the society in which he dwells, even this victory is not his own. All that he is, is a result of his society, he is a slave, although by the end he is a happy slave.

@zoocat "If children learned about orgasms they would never do their chores!!!" probably or something

I just woke up and I had a WONDERFUL dream you guys!!! I had a dream that I was raping my enemy! The one who raped my gf before we met, and there's more to the dream, he became his inner child, he transformed into his child self, and I beat and raped his little rapist ass, it was wonderful! I thought I killed him at first from the beating, but he came to with a few gasps and I gaslight the shit out of him and told him he fell down and acted all worried with an evil grin. Then I started raping him. I feel like a million bucks! These self esteem affirmations must be working, I just took my power back from one of my biggest bad introjects. Big step, positive direction.

I'll just continue poetry since I can't speak. And yes this time the poem won't suck.

English is my first language,
This poem it does restrict.
In me...unknown...and you too.
This is why life is precious.
Permutation infinite.
Infinite...infinite...joy?
The word Joy does not describe,
Such theoretical peace,
Because it is temporal.
The nerves are not all there is.
The nerves transmit the signals.
Who is observing the signs?
Precious, all of it is so.

I want to sing and make music but I'm scared of voicedox T-T

I'm sorry for being such a jerk fedi frens! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!! I'm turning over a new leaf which is back to my old leaf of not being blackpilled T-T

https://youtu.be/v_2We_QQfPg

I hope fedi frens are having a nice day (even the mean fedi frens)

I understand now fedifrens may perceive me as a broken being, and they may have been sticking around to "save me", and I think that might work. I've been in a more positive mindset lately, I understand now that being a map doesn't have to be a blackpill, it's ok, you don't have to give in to despair <3 I am sorry for hanging on to bad feelings fedi frens, I believe it doesn't just hurt me, it hurts all of us when one of us hurts, and so I regret putting that strain on fedi societies shoulders. And again I would like to thank all the fedi frens who have stuck by me, through all my posting, journaling, etc, if you had good intentions well you should feel pretty happy because I'm doing better, your little duckling is learning to fly

Omg I just realized the internet didn't used to be so much more full of people I hit it off with, I was just a smol boi and I was getting groomed!! Now I'm all old so no one tries to groom me I guess.