One of the second facts I learned (that sounds funny) was that light is energy, and that all matter and energy are interchangeable, and so therefore everything is made of light, and then I started thinking about God...
One of the first facts I learned after my mental shattering was that the speed of light is 186,282.397051 miles per second. That's extremely fast.
My schizo timeline
1990s: discover the concept of lies, disbelieve everything, my reality is shattered
2000s: pour over documents, books, everything I could get my hands on, get put on meds, go insane ('they' identified me and targeted me) - also learned about consciousness
2010s: 'They' considered me a failed experiment and cut me loose, though they keep me in their back pocket and keep an eye on me, they milk me for ideas but that's it, I'm disposable
2020s: They did something to me, I don't know how but they somehow weakened me, I tried my best, did my best, to give them good ideas, but it wasn't good enough, I have to try harder, have to learn more, give them better ideas, so they let me keep existing
Ok hot take time
Women as a concept are beautiful, and individual women span the gamut from deformed and unfortunate to blessed and goddess-like. Women have the same rights as men. Women should be listened to as a man should. Women are dudes, and bros, and guys. Women are men.
So cut the shit ladies. Woman up. Grab your tits. Tell em who's boss. (Don't worry about the physical differences in strength, males will soon be no stronger than females in a few generations thanks to estrogen mimickers).
so many things nowadays don't have documentation, they just point you at a discord server. this is because nobody makes or does anything anymore, they just chat on the internet with eachother. in 10 years there wont actually even be software anymore, just discord groups where people can chat about what software might be like if it existed
Like how people figure out ways to do things devs tried but couldn't get to work. Like how the devs couldn't figure out how to jump from the tree to out of bounds in that one halo 3 map, but on release someone did it day 1. The devs didn't think it was possible because they sucked at their own game. And this is what I'm talking about. Jank. Table top games don't seem to have this problem.
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