YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I've never talked about all the SAs my ex did against me...even to myself...I've been in denial.

Here's a list of things he did that are SA:

Sucked my dick without my consent (first time we met), he just started grabbing me and taking my pants off and I was frozen with fear so I didn't hit or shove him and that would have been the only way to stop him

Forced me (with subtle threats) to put my dick in his fat "husbear" abd fuck him

Forced me, while I was out of it from not sleeping for 24hrs and inebriated, to engage sexually with a stranger so we could have a place to sleep for the night.

Tried forcing his cock inside me even after I told him no, he only stopped when I started crying and acted like I was the one treating him badly.

I'm sure there's more but I don't want to think about it right now. I hope everyone is having a nice day, or evening, wherever they are. I don't want fake sympathy. This is just what happened to me at one point in my life, and I haven't talked about it until now, not even with myself really.

I had some dreams you guys.

Dream 1. I was at my old house, I was scared, someone had busted the lock off the garage even though the bay door was wide open

Dream 2. I was in some college, my ex who SA'd me was there and I just wanted him to go away but couldn't stand up to him and felt miserable.

Dream 3. I was a maiden on horseback, chased by a shapeshifting, speaking dragon on all fours. It was attacking the horse, and then the horse turned into a bird-dragon with a beak and bit the attackers head off. It was dead. We had peace.

Fedi I am very afraid I will have to go into the world soon, to find purchase lest I fall off the edge and into the sea. I am sure I will be facing many terrors you yourselves take for granted. Pray tell, do cashiers still have change for a dollar (only if you buy something) or is paper money a taboo now?

I have espionage mentality, never show your hand, never be way too fucking loud, if it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it's a duck (or a decoy)

mfw i see civil war trending (but am a psychopathic narcissist addicted to adrenaline)

Isn't it weird how "trader" and "traitor" sound the same? Why do they sound the same? Who thought it was a good idea?

I wish I had knowledge of my ancestors. I have no photos of my great grandparents and I don't know much about them.

White boy: Hey BISH
Jessica: Um hello, human resources?

Tyrone: Hey BISH
Jessica: Aww how sweet!

Paint yourself black, be a gorilla, watch the pussy pour in