https://youtu.be/2dT7eYskfEQ
ok I'm looking again- OH MY GOD, IT WAS ME, IT WAS ME WHO PUT A CURSE ON ME HOLY SHIT OH FUCK
https://youtu.be/N81YTs_7NNQ
IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
THE DEVIL IS ON MY SIDE
HE IS GODS EMISSARY
MY SUFFERING IS HOLY, IT'S FOR MY BENEFIT!
IF ONLY THE BODY WASN'T HOLY I COULD MUTILATE MYSELF FOR MORE SANCTITY!!!
BUT ALAS, I MUST WAIT FOR GOD TO DETERMINE WHEN I FEEL SUFFERING :D
https://youtu.be/aO35c9_6uM0
You're not alone
My dreams did crumble, and they buried me, my expectations were not met, and I couldn't handle that, maybe life isn't about my expectations, maybe life doesn't care and I have to do my best anyway
This entire album is important to me, it's very positive music, these songs give me hope and strength
Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.