YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

https://youtu.be/lZfL1fv_IZE

I'LL TELL YOU BOYS
OH I'M GONNA TELL YOU
WHAT YOU GONNA DO

https://youtu.be/k-HdGnzYdFQ

Cheering up with some Tom Jones

I'll chat on whatever I just don't like being put on like that.

"Hey I know we're talking right now but could you add me on this other thing that you may or may not have so we can keep talking? It's easier for me!"

Well it's easier for me to just keep chatting here for now you FUCK

Seriously I just wish I had some zoo friends, because I don't think I have any? I'm not sure, and that's a problem, I should know, they should be open and loud enough that I know who my zoo friends are, but I have no idea. And map friends? Don't even get me started, they're even more closed off than the zoos, impossible to tell who's keeping it real and who's trolling, since no one but me (no other maps) posts about their life or movie tastes or anything, so, can't really tell if they're actual people or sick trolls who get their kicks deceiving people.

It makes me feel so alone that none others do this, they act so serious and "professional", like there's not a real person behind the politics, and that's disappointing, because I want to know who other maps are as people, and other zoos, your attractions are a small part of you and I want to know who you are

Like I post about my life a lot, and my thoughts, why can't other zoo/map advocates do that? Be normal like me, post about your hobbies, post about your thoughts and traumas, no one is going to dox you based on the story of the time you baked cookies with your grandma, open the fuck up dude seriously.

I wish zoomap advocates would stick around and be consistent instead of constantly disappearing. I really don't want to have to take that responsibility on but if I don't see anyone coming forward to do the job...

I want to have my own community, and it will be accepting of zoos and maps, it will be so chill and such a good space to relax finally, no being on guard, just chilling with normal people who don't have issues with you because of your attractions.

I HAVE AUTISM SO I'M SORRY IF I DON'T SEEM "NORMAL" OK

I'm not as social as I want to be because I worry about annoying people, and rejection, but if I stop worrying I'll have a better life

Well since I'm so alone I'll just engage with my imaginary gf.

>Hey Jazzy! Love you
<Hey babe, thanks, love you too
>How are you doing?
<Meh, I'm bleh, I'm not doing great because I'm feeling down
>Why? You can tell me anything, I know you have a hard time opening up so I'm reassuring you
<Well, it's unresolved things from old friendships, they still bother me
>Unresolved things like what?
<People who I thought cared about me turned out to not really care all that much
>Ah I understand...it hurts to be discarded, treated like an object by those you trusted
<Yea, yea pretty much
>Well how are you going to get over it?
<I don't know how, if I knew I wouldn't be feeling this way...
>Well I value you and respect you and I won't ever discard you like an object
<........
>I know you don't trust me, you're scared to trust and believe my words, but I do mean them, and I'm not going away, and one day I hope you can trust me the way I trust you <3
<I hope so too babe, I love you too...I want to trust you

I'm guessing I have no romantic prospects, since if I did they would surely be pestering me and telling me about their day and asking me about mine even when I'm quiet for a while because they think I'm so awesome

I still can't believe how uncool certain people can be, like it's unreal, they have zero chill, zero game, zero style, when they walk into a room the band stops playing