YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I sketched a loli face

*ingale, exhale* It's not your problem Jazzy, it's not your battle, you've given up this conspiracy stuff

Of course, some, like me, won't be able to handle the stress of the squeeze and will thus produce no juice, but this is not a human system, it is a system of numbers not people.

The powers that be know exactly how much squeeze to apply to get the juice, they keep us in a constant state of fear-arousal

Childhood is hating Peggy Hill
Adulthood is realizing Peggy Hill was the most human out of all of them

But does this make me a sadist? Even if I hate the violence? Even if it repulses and upsets me? I still think about it, and those thoughts are upsetting while simultaneously being appealing, so what is wrong with me? I think I'm a normal human who just doesn't lie like others do, or who isn't ignorant like others are, there are bad things inside every one of us.

I'm so easy going but something in me wants to inflic massive pain and suffering on rapists, murderers, and bullies, basically all sadists who don't keep it to themselves, I fantasize about vivisecting sadists

I had a bad dream where I was in a seedy hotel with bad people, sex traffickers, and they wanted me to "work" for them but I wasn't into it but they weren't having it

Guys i keep putting on weight and I'm becoming a chonker, I try to eat less but I'm just so hungy

I have a much more satisfying orgasm when I'm fapping to thoughts of smol femboys than I do when I'm fapping to thoughts of cis girls, part of it is that I can't even imagine a girl genuinely ever finding me attractive but I can for guys

Idk if I have alters or what, but normally, when I'm conscious, I am repulsed by bbcs, but when I am out of it from edging, sometimes, and this stays between just us, sometimes, and I'm not proud of this or advocating for it or anything, but sometimes I masturbate to bbcs, THIS DOES NOT INVALIDATE ME OR SOMEHOW MAKE ME SOME SORT OF HYPOCRITE I DON'T CONSCIOUSLY LIKE BBCS AND EVEN IF I DID LIKE THEM IT'S NOT LIKE IT WOULD BE A SERIOUS ISSUE BUT I DON'T SO IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYWAY

i DO NOT like bbcs I DO NOT want them in my ass or my partners ass, this is a fact, bbcs are dirty and mean and rough, and I don't like that at all, femboy blacks with big cocks are fine because they're FEMININE but I don't want some big tough guy who's BLACK fucking my ASSHOLE

but sometimes, sometimes, just to see what the cucks are thinking, I fap to the thought of bbcs penetrating me and my waifus, but that is not indicative of REALITY or LIFE

I DO NOT take bbcs in my ass
I DO NOT think black "men" are sexy
I DO NOT want them to cum inside my waifu and giving her both HIV AND pregnancy
I don't want any of this
I don't want bbcs, pulsing rancid infected things, in my ass against my will

These are facts