I can't stop now...help...and I didn't grow up liking him or anything, I watched the beat it music video one day when I was like 20 and I just got it, I made fun of this shit before then, now it just blows my mind and I really appreciate it, and yes I know it's still kind of lame, but it's so damn genuine and sharp that what lameness there is becomes endearing. MJ is like if Chris Chan was in good shape and did music, but was good at it, that's how fucking weird MJ was, that the first person my brain thinks of to compare him to is fucking Chris Chan
https://youtu.be/uPIfSIbpXkI
No one knows it took me 7 years of repeatedly saying nigger every day to myself to desensitize myself to it and take the gut churning power away from the word, or another way to look at it was, I was undoing the horrendous brain damage society had done to me by making me think a word had so much power in the first place.
I have to say it again, I'm not really racist. Just because I say nigger doesn't mean I'm racist, just because I call someone a monkey ass baboon doesn't mean I'm racist, because I don't think I'm better or worse than another because of our skin. I'm a nigger, my father's a nigger, I can say nigger according to the international rules of niggerdry, not that I think that should matter, I think anyone should be allowed to say any word.
Are movies like this racist? Is it a form of like, mockery since the main consumers of this seem to be white boys?
Probably no one knows what I'm talking about but does anybody remember those scary ass hood "documentaries" where niggas (don't be weird, that's what they were) would "document the hood life" but it was just them committing crimes and doing robberies and shit? That shit's like gone and I remember it used to be on youtube and there were a bunch of them.
I sent this amv to my abusive ex one time as like a fuck you or something
https://youtu.be/ByMu5c0oVIs
The Trench