YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

@grumpy Doc said it looked like a burst blood vessel, and to come back in a month to see how it progresses. He said not to fap. But didn't say not to have sex...so if I really have to I use the fleshlight since it's soft like the lord intended not hard like my fucking gorilla grip hand crushing my dick. Never using a penis pump again. I'm glad it's just a burst vein not deep tissue damage. It's hurting less and feeling more normal as the weeks pass, and the lump is getting smaller. Hopefully my little weiner makes a full recovery!

Haven't masturbated at ALL today! Usually I'm a twice in a row guy, three times a day. But this penis injury is reshaping my existence. I have so much free time now. I'm still loving the pornz, but I'm just not fapping because it's so much work now to get the fleshlight and the lube and then wash it off when done, exhausting. Maybe this will make my loads bigger when I finally do cum.

@grumpy Bruh your solar plexus is spasming, you are having a muscle spasm (that's what hiccups are) that has lasted over a day. Go to a doctor if you can. If you're lucky they'll give you benzos to stop the convulsions.

Is the only way for evil to not exist...is the only way for evil to not exist...necrosis? Is the only way to stop evil, something unforgivable? All life competes, this competition is evil. Plants murder other plants, with their roots, with their canopies, this is evil. All life is tinged with evil. Is the only way for peace then, complete entropy? Is the death of all things the only way for evil to disappear? I don't want to believe that. I want to believe there is a way for organisms to cooperate, but darwinistic evolution does not allow for this. Any "cooperation" is selfish. Life is selfish. Life is evil. Fuck Darwin, he was wrong. Son of a bitch asshole. Life is not fucking evil. Evil inhabits life but that doesn't make life itself evil. Fuck Christianity. Fuck Satan. Fuck god.

I shouldn't assume everyone has seen the same fucked up shit that I have. I know some people choose not to look at the horrors of the world. But I've seen things that still bother me and make me wonder what it would take to wipe evil from the face of the earth.

The war on drugs was literally state funded terrorism, international, crossed boarders, interfered with other nations, yet nobody has to answer for the crimes. Everyone (majority) just says "oopsie they meant well, can't we just forgive them, they were trying to help!" Steven Universe sounding ass, shutup. It was fucking satanic.

Man I wonder how much money Sam Hyde makes from retards for bullshitting. Not saying you're retarded if you like Sam Hyde. I'm saying you're retarded if you give him money. He's kind of funny and sometimes makes me belly laugh. But that's not enough for me to watch his weird ass show. No shade.

@MischievousTomato @fugger @itzzenxx @straw @waifu I got him to block me 😎

@beardalaxy @VTArgyle Danny's a real one for staying married to his wife when he could have any woman he wants with all his money and influence, they look like a genuinely happy couple in every picture I see them in

That's why despite my horrific manners I'm not precisely evil.

I have all these morals ingrained in me because I was trained to be a "spiritual warrior" but I stopped believing that shit yet I continue to act it out. It's part of me and always will be. This stupid white knight code of honor.

I like how a person will just tell someone what to do, like they really think they're in charge. And then I like how other people will go along with it even though it hurts. Everyone should just dig a hole, and live in the hole, and not bother anyone, and anyone who does bother someone with rules and blah blah blah should be torn apart by trained birds.

@sandy Something about Sandy made me want her as my gf, probably the tomboy attributes

@Mr_NutterButter I know, and that does make me feel on more equal footing, but I still feel bad about factory meat. I think the only way to get over this shame is to hunt my own meat but I don't like dealing with people so I haven't done it because everyone tells me I have to go talk to jackasses and take jackass tests and shit to hunt a fucking deer.

I wish I was in charge so I could tell everyone their feelings are ok and that the bigots are the ones with the problem, and then I would decree that any bigots caught doing bigotry lose everything except their lives. They become homeless and familyless and have to start over again. Wait...holy shit that's a gulag, I'm turning into a filthy disgusting communist?