YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I remember being a kid and going on 4chan for the first time, and someone called me a newfag and said I should kill myself and I cried irl and was lost in thought for a long while.

@Hyolobrika Mald

Lets list things to be happy about.
I'm happy about the sun.
I'm happy about the moon.
I'm happy about calcium.
I'm happy I have two working legs.
I'm happy my penis is functional.
I'm happy I have a full tumtum rn (full of bagels and lox mmmm mmmmm).
I'm happy I'm not bleeding to death in a car wreck on my way to an important event.
I'm happy I don't have any cancer (that I know of, fingers crossed guys).
I'm happy that I am surrounded by breathable atmosphere, and am able to breathe it.

Idk if this is working I was hoping it would fix my life.

What is it they say about revenge being like a hot coal? The harder you squeeze them, the more it hurts you. Let it go.

I don't think you're a stinky butt I think you're beautiful. I'm sorry for trying to take joy away from you.

I feel bad for saying mean things out of confused abd misdirected anger

@sandyx After reading and learning more about the old testament, God is basically the Loc-Nar from Heavy Metal. A being of pure sadistic destructive evil, and cancerous expansion, that demands to be submitted to.
https://youtu.be/rkl5Q69vBhM

@sandyx "O lord, on heaven and earth you reign, blah blah blah blah your name, something whatever, our god is an awesome god" x50

@kallisti I mean the euphemistic sitcom version of "satanism" where goths just hang out and shit on normies and smoke. I dislike real satanists, Crowley was sadistic, LeVay was a scammer, and Lucien is an activist. The only one I tolerate is Lucian.

I sometimes think of using my bible knowledge to start my own fucked up bible cult that would actually be satanism with a coat of godly paint. We'd play black metal at services.

My older ex: You're polyamorus
Me: No I'm not, I'm monogamous
My older ex: That's not healthy, you'll be happier being polyamorus
Me: That's fine for you to think that, but I disagree
My older ex: It's not something I think it's the truth
Me: Dude, I've been respectful so far
My older ex: *smugUMADface*

He loved his own farts

@AnxiousGooner@pawoo.net I think that's with anything. The more you do something the less spectacular it feels. The first time skydiving? A life-changing experience. The 99th time? Not so much. The more you do it, the more it becomes just going through the motions (fapping). That's life, and a good cope is to meditate, practice different forms, whatever, just figure out a way to mindfuck yourself into enjoying masturbating for the millionth time, or eating a burger for the millionth time, otherwise suicide is probable. Have to have a meaning. I don't like when people blame their lack of meaning or purpose on porn and pleasure, that's lazy. There are a myriad of factors besides porn and to ignore them is to betray ones own bias against porn and sexuality, the shame has to come from somewhere in such a person and it didn't come from within, someone or someones planted a seed there and it grew and grows choking the host organism into submission unless it's stopped.

I was tricking myself into thinking maybe Peterson was the start of a new Christianity, an open minded, metaphysical Christianity that let you interpret the doctrine in your own damn way, but no, faggy Peterson cow towed to the Church Mafia and started towing the line. No porn, no fapping, no trannies, no nothin, ya fags, quit smokin that weed too I take it back fuck weed I said it was good before but that was a trick, fuck it, and fuck you, ya weedie.

No fuck you, Dr. Frog.

Raised end of days christian, antichrist was real and the scrolls and all that shit. So that's why I pick on em so much. They started it. By trying to brainwash me. I almost got swallowed back up when I glommed onto Peterson. I was onboard until he went anti pornography. Nope, don't tell me you're a free speech fag and then say that certain speech is bad. There is no good or bad speech, morally speaking, there's just SPEECH Mr. Peterson or did you forget that you little fucknugget? You fuckmuppet? You muppetfucker? You kermit the frog jammer? I bought your book before I knew and you know what I found? Typos. TYPOS MR PETERSON WTF? YOU WERE MY HERO! YOU BROKE MY HEART!

@sandyx @kallisti If I see someone talking about something I like and call people who like it a community I cringe.

Them:"Hey guys! Do you like anime? Well that means you're part of the anime community!!!"
Me:"AHHHH DON'T TOUCH ME!!!!!"

@sandyx @kallisti A culture is a system of logic, behavior x leads to outcome y, from the outside the system appears to be arbitrary, and this illogical, because it is. But once within, the system is to the viewer, perfectly logical. That is the trap of culture, of groupthink.

I tried explaining to my therapist the rich culture that zoophiles have had since the dawn of man. She brushed me off as confused by porn and trauma. Like bitch, you dgaf about the ancient egyptians and their goat temples, or science, or cultire, or anything, all you care about is your stupid book which has made you myopic. You can't even see anything around you, all you see is your fucking cult and anything that doesn't fit into it's parameters is wrong.

@sandyx @kallisti It is called ingroup outgroup dynamics, in psychology. If someone in my town rapes, my town would hate them. If I lived in the time and culture of Genghis Khan and someone raped, we'd all congratulate him on his conquest and celebrate with joy. Ingroup outgroup dynamics. Do as the Romans do, because if you don't, they'll crucify you.