YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Sometimes I get violent urges without any anger, it's like a pitbull smiling not because it's happy but because it's excited to rip something apart. I don't like this part of myself.

@tarperfume It's not fair opressors make things that are so simple, such a struggle, it's wrong, criminal even in the cosmic sense of the word

@ES It's like he's begging to get in real trouble, maybe he wants to be tied up in court because he thinks he can beat the case and it could give him an excuse to not run, and it would also give him lots of money because people would donate to his legal fund

Ok, deep breath, here we go guys, the specific fantasy is this........ I'm looking at a hot chick get rejected by Peter Parker but it's chad Peter Parker from the 90s when in story all the chicks wanted to bang him and he kept shooting them down for Marry Jane. Then the girls are all sad because Pete was like "lol get fukd uggo" and I do an evil grin and take advantage of their emotional state. And then every time we're out together and see Peter she just cries and I get such a rush from her anguish and self pity.

I discovered a fantasy that makes me feel super good...the thought of getting a girl who wanted chad but was rejected, and she's actually settling for me, that is so..............the thought of this girl thinking she's not worth anything just because chad didn't want her, and the best she could do was ME....mmmmfffnnnnffff that's the good stuff....and I can passive aggressively feed into her negative self image and do things like stare into her eyes like she's a piece of worthless meat I'm only thrilled to chew on while I fuck her with zero care about how it feels for her at all

*Sigh* I'm too nice to ever be like this in reality but there's deep pools of inky primordial blackness in me from the moonlit heart of Africa.

@Spaghettimon No, it was on youtube called "Cheated of Childhood: Russian Street Kids Driven to Prostitution and Crime"

@Spaghettimon Oh I just saw about homeless kids in Russia in a documentary, it made me really sad because the boys were pretty enough to be models but instead they were street hookers

@Spaghettimon I resisted adult aggression and they spent years trying to break me and now I'm a bit psychologically cracked

@tarperfume IF you can find a research chemical that is known to be safe and has the effects you want, that's a safer way. And I'm not telling you what to do, I'm just commenting.

@tarperfume Keep your eyes out for loopholes most of all, like so you're not technically doing anything risky, if you can manage

@arts @hermit @mute oh I wish I had known the directors name I look totally smoothbrain lol

@arts @hermit @mute Yoo you might like the Noah movie that came out like 10 years ago with Russel Crowe in it. It's filled with deep lore that was inserted to make the story more grand, without feeling obscene or like a bastardization.

@arts @sophon do you know about the conspiracies that there's more than one AWK? Apparently there's this theory that there have been multiple actors portraying the same character, AWK. I don't buy it personally but I think the rumor started because at one point there WAS a different Andrew WK but it's hard to find answers about. Some say the other Andrew was a guy who did photoshoots as the character, others say he was fully Andrew WK and then retired or quit and a new guy came on to be AWK (the one we know today). It's all really speculative but it's gone on for many years.

@arts @sophon I was super into him for a time

Hey guys, I am going to manifest a bf or gf using my own mindset, wish me luck

@arts this is RP btw lol

Poem:

I need to hug
the world
I need to make love
to the world
I need to caress your face
I need to see you
in our place
I feel so lonely
without you
and now I know it's true
I feel so lonely with out you
my mama know you don't tell no lies
and she said she knows that you try everyday
she don't tell no lies no way
and she knows you try today