Jazzy @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club
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alrighty. here's the 'letter to society' my therapist asked me to write. she liked it, and def supported me afterwards. so i guess that says something. anyways, after sitting on it for a week, here goes:
"We do not choose who we are in many ways. Formed by influences outside our control, or even awareness.
I do not choose how I feel love. All I can do is feel it deeply, and aim to do something positive with that love. I will not be rid of it, nor will I purposely avoid the subject of my passion. To cease loving is equal to ceasing to breathe. So I love, so I can live.
Don't take that as a threat. I love at a distance. Though I wish intimacy, I provide support and mentorship. I need not seek prospective lovers. They seek me. Often, the products neglect wishing to be seen, or natural rebels desiring freedom. Whatever draws them to me, they desire my touch and intimacy as part of their actualization. I instead offer these kids friendship.
I don't do this out of pure ethics. Only adherence to the law. I know the nature of my work, and I don't risk my precarious position as an outed YAP. The ethics of Kid/Adult relationships are a topic for another time. As a previous little friend, I know what joy is possible. I also know society is arranged in a way to make that joy difficult to achieve.
Naturally, I side with those I love. I implore we listen to them. That they be liberated. Not be bound as property to parents. Those that choose us must be heard. So listen! Pedos can't be the only ones that care about the agency and consent of kids.
I call for Youth Liberation. Not due to some pretext of getting a date. As stated, if I wished that, I only need rebel against the law.
I call for it because I grow angry at the abuse and mistreatment of kids. A condition propagated by robbing kids' their personhood. Neither property, nor tabula rasa, but people in need of compassion, and what guidance they desire.
'It takes a village' as it goes. We are your fellow villagers. I don't wish harm, and I hope I've made that clear in this short letter. I will not only argue for myself, but in favor of all those like me. We are many. Pushed to the shadows, we desire the warmth of the light. Dignity to exist openly.
The symbol for childlove is a sun. We desire the warmth of a bright day for those we love, and ourselves.
Until such a day dawns, my work continues."
"We do not choose who we are in many ways. Formed by influences outside our control, or even awareness.
I do not choose how I feel love. All I can do is feel it deeply, and aim to do something positive with that love. I will not be rid of it, nor will I purposely avoid the subject of my passion. To cease loving is equal to ceasing to breathe. So I love, so I can live.
Don't take that as a threat. I love at a distance. Though I wish intimacy, I provide support and mentorship. I need not seek prospective lovers. They seek me. Often, the products neglect wishing to be seen, or natural rebels desiring freedom. Whatever draws them to me, they desire my touch and intimacy as part of their actualization. I instead offer these kids friendship.
I don't do this out of pure ethics. Only adherence to the law. I know the nature of my work, and I don't risk my precarious position as an outed YAP. The ethics of Kid/Adult relationships are a topic for another time. As a previous little friend, I know what joy is possible. I also know society is arranged in a way to make that joy difficult to achieve.
Naturally, I side with those I love. I implore we listen to them. That they be liberated. Not be bound as property to parents. Those that choose us must be heard. So listen! Pedos can't be the only ones that care about the agency and consent of kids.
I call for Youth Liberation. Not due to some pretext of getting a date. As stated, if I wished that, I only need rebel against the law.
I call for it because I grow angry at the abuse and mistreatment of kids. A condition propagated by robbing kids' their personhood. Neither property, nor tabula rasa, but people in need of compassion, and what guidance they desire.
'It takes a village' as it goes. We are your fellow villagers. I don't wish harm, and I hope I've made that clear in this short letter. I will not only argue for myself, but in favor of all those like me. We are many. Pushed to the shadows, we desire the warmth of the light. Dignity to exist openly.
The symbol for childlove is a sun. We desire the warmth of a bright day for those we love, and ourselves.
Until such a day dawns, my work continues."
Have I been talking to myself this entire time?
I don't like how I rarely see fedifrens greet the new morning by shouting out their window to all their fedizen frens like that town intro scene from beauty and the beast. What happened? Fediland feels like fucking bloodborne now.
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Supplementary analysis suggested that boys are at increased risk of victimization because of their willingness to engage in deviant sexual activity. Boys initiated more than 37% of the abuse encounters and were over five times more likely to initiate abuse encounters than girls. The finding supports the idea that young people are not necessarily passive victims and that their sexual feelings increase their vulnerability.
What makes it abusive? Please define.
@kojiro I did this irl during my sexual abuse, took my power back by ruining his orgasm the only time he ever made it inside me
@adjacent@filly.love h-hi
@fennec I always thought Ralph was indian but I realized he's definitely Romanian, so I would have disagreed in the past but not now
@sampo It shouldn't be glorified because it's not good for a human body but it's ok enough to use for coughs and the occasional trip it's when it's used like air and water that it can cause serious long term permanent harm.
@Papergal I need her irl, I need her to pick me up with her strong solid unwavering arms, never will I hear from her lips "you're too heavy..." or a grunt of exertion, I will be as light as a feather to her and she will protec me. I had a tall goddess of a babysitter and she doted on me, I have been ruined by that. When I watched the anime Claymore I cried because it reminded me of what I fear I will never have again.
If you were sexy enough and you shitted on me I wouldn't mind. Just don't shit in my mouth, ears, nose, or eyes. I'm not saying I want you to shit just if you're hot and I love you I wouldn't mind, no sweat babe, no drama.
@Bloop I'm so self conscious about coming across as aggressive and scary that I do not flirt with women or engage with what I think might be flirting on their part on the chance I could be wrong, they have to flatly tell me something like "Let's go home" with a wink and a smile or she has to grab my dick through my pants and lead me out the club by it. Otherwise I'm scared to be myself, the consequences of just hitting on women or feeling them up are not what they were in the 70s, 80s, 90s, or even 2000s. I was told that's how the world worked by everyone older, but the world I grew up in that was strictly forbidden. So I wait for girls to make the first move while they wait for me to make the first move and I firmly won't and then it gets awkward and sometimes they even get hurt feelings or think I only like dick or don't want to fuck them or something.
@Bloop I don't know much about women because every one I talk to says women want something completely different. I just want a woman who has a fetish for fat hasbeens who used to be sexy and peaked in high school, and that are nice guys and who like the idea of crossdressing even though they're too fat and butch to be a good femboy anymore...
@Bloop I guess so, I need a thin attractive mom who holds my hand in public and sleeps in my bed and reads me stories and checks in on my mental health and offers healthy support. And there's sexual tension but we don't have sex.
Woah lot of drama going on with streamer HoboGoblinSlayerMaxxx37 it's sad to see how he threw it all away
This is what it's like not knowing who any of the famous people are because you're old.
Fedifrens don't know my emotional state, so let me show you, let me show you how sad I am, this is my tone, I am so sad, I'm so stuck :(
https://youtu.be/9MLzts9iBzo
@Bloop But when people say they want a mommy they usually mean a woman they will fuck, I am so lonely and scared of life that I would even settle for a girl who only pitied me and took my care seriously like I was a stray dog she adopted...I know I'm too disgusting for anybody to ever want to have sex with me.
I just need a gf to take care of me even if it's sexless
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