YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club
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- Ascended
The Trench
Joined Nov 2021
Try not to sob...
You will never be able to be a little boy with a muscle mommy who is beautiful and young and who has secret sex with you before moving with you in adulthood and living as secret mother son husband and wife
Ok /b/ros I got fucking levitated it only took like infinity hits and my first hit shower in a week (, Don't worry I wash the undercarriage after every poo so that's always clean as a whistle even when I'm too tired to shower, I'm never too tired to squat and wash mah hole, the day I'm too tired to do that is the day I pray to god I either die painlessly that night or I win the lottery and get a personal asshole washer and she's a hot model./stoned
@Aco@gimmeloli.cc @deer I worry sometimes I'm going to hell because by existing my body is killing countless microorganisms without my will or consent.
@Aco@gimmeloli.cc @deer I think the core benefits are feelings, feelings are very important, they define our experiences. A person with no feelings, like if they had the parts of their brain that felt feelings was off, I think they would be unresponsive and drooling, I don't think they would have any reason to do anything at all because they would have no crashing waves driving the surf board that is their body through the course of life
@Aco@gimmeloli.cc Might be autism. I wish I had the silent kind of autism sometimes because I genuinely am not trying to do severe emotional damage but I almost always do, to the point people cut contact with me, irl, or they start bullying me until I cut contact with them.
@ube If I don't love anyone there's no one that can be taken away from me...T-T yes I think
@Aco@gimmeloli.cc You have to take good care of yourself and dedicate yourself to helping others if you want to do no harm, self first then others, and always be on the lookout to learn from others, there's a lot of smart people out there you just have to get out of toxic medias and surround yourself with positivity. Literally watch every episode of mr rogers. And therapists can be creepy so be careful with them. And so can religious people.
@Apologist Thankyou for thinking of me, I've gotten off it before but that was before my chronic pain...I really hope I can. I want pot to be fun again, instead of an inescapable habit. It's hurting my lungs. Lately at night when I go to bed I swear I'm going to not smoke any tomorrow, but literally as soon as I'm awake enough to think thoughts and feel feelings I cannot handle I and like a nicotine smoker in the old days I heat up my fucking rig which makes me feel even worse because now it's like fucking heroin, it's a whole process and even though I keep my rig clean and clear (unlike MOST potheads I've met) it makes me feel ashamed, and then I sit and have an asthma attack for a while because my lungs already weren't good before I picked up pot but I bought into the propaganda from the pro pot people who said ridiculous shit like pot is not harmful to your lungs, they'd say that with such confidence.
God I wish weed fucking hit me like it used to. I used to smoke and laugh and have SO much fun. Now I smoke and I really don't even giggle, I barely even get short term memory loss anymore, like none. And t breaks fucking hurt, I smoke because of joint pain and also really bad depression T-T AND I'M SMOKING CONCENTRATE LIKE A FUCK LIKE GOD DAMN WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY LIFE
Imma talk to Satan through the supermoon
I need to go talk to Satan
I'll always be alone
I'm crying
Hurts in my heart to be alone nobody loves me or wants to be with me as a couple
Nobody will cuddle me I'm on the verge of crying and it's a supermoon and I have no one even though I have a home and no bills I'm still alone I'm going to cry l need to for a little while now
YZZAJ
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I just need a black girlfriend. I need a lightskin black girlfriend so bad. I know race is just a construct but right now my heart is beating fast because of beautiful black women 😭
- Status
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The Trench
Joined Nov 2021
