Wow... It's actually no change for 2 weeks already.

Well, time to actually increase intensity. But this is actually the logical limit of safe dieting. According to all the "muh deficit people", I should not be possibly gaining by now.

Wow... Remember this thread? I bet it was quite entertaining.

Well, christmas is over, so I think I can finally continue guilt free :D

105.9kg

Good morning.
Again, 105.9kg

104.8kg.

Good morning.
103.8kg.

@LukeAlmighty Well, ok, not really meth. I got on ADHD meds (methylphenidate) and it completely suppressed my appetite, to the point of the sight of any food triggering a gag reflex

@trjjb
Oh, I thought you were joking :D

Well, yeah. I heard about that. Although, I am trying to live my life as drug free, as possible.

@LukeAlmighty Quite a silly thing, tbh - I was recently diagnosed, had the proper reaction to the meds (someone without ADHD would act psychotic from them, I don't), then they stopped working altogether on the 3rd day, now I'm off and feel better, than before and during drugs.
90% it was a psychological issue, or I really am built different.
Anyhow THE DRUGS ARE WEARING OFF

@trjjb
I was also taking them for just a while. But, I don't remember, what caused me to hate them so much, but I begged my parents to stop asking me to take them.

The insane part about ADHD is, that most of the problems are just from the rest of the world being filled with fucking liars :D

@trjjb
Or.... Why are you taking the pills? What's the issue?

@LukeAlmighty Problems concentrating, complete avolition, especially towards things I want to do. Been going on for... well, forever I guess. Was a golden child, retarded adults were cumming all over themselves about how "smart" I was, "ohh, look at this lil' genius, he reads so well in 1st grade, so mature, so responsible". Not once has it occured to those imbecils that perhaps it's not the best choice to instill delusions of grandeur in an 8 year old.
When I inevitably stopped succeeding at everything first try, I was bombarded with criticism, that I'm lazy, wasting my potential, y'know, like I'm doing it on purpose. In 4th grade I think it was, my homeroom teacher (obese childless liberal cat lady) sat me down for a talk and outright accused me of being malicious or some shit, because I wasn't "having control over my troublemaker classmates" like it's my fucking job to do that.
What's worse I believed her and turned into a kid worthy of being shot in the head the moment I opened my mouth.
Somewhere in there my father went out of the picture (good fucking riddance), meaning there wasn't anyone left to keep me in check.
Nobody has ever taught me how to study for anything, because supposedly "I only had to read/hear something once to instantly memorize it", no fucking clue where they got that from. Grades started slipping in high school, which I still breezed through, because it was easy to con everyone into thinking I knew what I was talking about. First semester in uni lost all motivation, didn't see reason to try anything ever again, burnout, depression, SSRIs, therapists, none worked, someone told me it looks like ADHD to them, got diagnosed quickly, hence the me(ds)th.
Shrink was cool, actually, outright told me it's possible to manipulate the tests, even unconsciously, that it looked like ADHD to a T but could still be something else.
And it was. No need for meds now, just had to stop deluding myself.

@trjjb
Funny, I had the exact oposite experience with shrinks. I was diagnosed at around 6 years old, and when that happened, I was told outright, that I will be happy, if I finish special school.

Well, studying in primary and high school had minimal issues, but dealing with normie classmates was pure hell of an existence.

But now, I have a relatively relaxed and creative job, so no drugs needed .D

@LukeAlmighty Yeee
"oh, you can't sit at a desk for 7 hours straight listening to an obese cat lady lecture you about bullshit? I guess your brains broken, here's crystal meth"

@LukeAlmighty DON'T GIVE UP! YOU CAN DO IT!

@LukeAlmighty Hey bud, remember how long it took to put on the weight.

Small steady steps and youll make it! <3

@lunarised
Fuck small steady steps, they only lead up.

@LukeAlmighty i mean if you work out it's really more important to worry about fat percentage, i was 130kg for the longest time but i "lost weight", as in a lot of it got replaced with muscle, now i have 115kg while being described as buff instead of fat now

@themilkman
I know, that it is theoretically true, unless you expect me to also take a volume measurements to get a density, that can then be compared... I am kinda stuck with this.

Or, do you know how to get a good estimate of the fat percentage?

DEXA scan

@LukeAlmighty not really, you can telll it went down when you look at the mirror and compare it to a picture, but otherwise you're gonna either need to get a special tool or ask the doctor

@themilkman
If I trusted the mirror, I wouldn't use the weight...

But thanks.

@LukeAlmighty Are you doing your cardio?
I recommend fitness boxing with hatsune miku.
Or I would if joyCons weren't fucking laggy pieces of shit.

@special-boy
I have fitness boxing 2, but I haven't used it in an year. I seriously am too tired of my switch.

But thanks.

@special-boy
So, after an year, I tried it again... I am so fucking crusty.

@LukeAlmighty
i really prefer the vocaloid trainers. much cuter

@special-boy
How do I punch in Japanese?

@LukeAlmighty
very rapidly

@special-boy
I know that the Miku one is newer, so it could be even a bit better mechanically, but I didn't feel like buying it just for more women to punch.

Also, I am afraid it would remove the stats, and that's kinda counterproductive.

@special-boy
Also, damn... You are really going through the dailies.

@special-boy
After 4 days in this week.... Man, my hands do hurt like hell...

I am still doing the shortest daily possible to get accustomed to the movements, but it really is pushing the line even with that :D

@LukeAlmighty
im doing one set of the hardest each day.
some of the combos entirely overload my motorskills tho.
not that my muscles couldnt do it, but just that im not coordinated enough

@special-boy
I remember when I begun the first time, the legs drove me insane :D

@LukeAlmighty
the weave left and right ones are the weird ones, the normal duck and duck left and right ones are ok