Fuck it, it might be about time to put in the drastic measure.
Either I win, or I become a lolcow.
Today, I start at 100.9kg
99,4kg
See? This shit makes no fucking sense.
Good morning everyone.
100.4kg.
Fuck, I don't even feel that great -_-
99.9kg.
We're so back 
99.2kg.
What a beautiful morning. 
Good morning everyone.
98.7kg
Fucking mental load is starting again -_- 
97.4
To be fair, yesterday was anything but an average day. I did a ton on excersize, so I had 2 meals instead of one.... and a bit of aclohol.
96.8kg...
I literally had nothing, but a single chinese soup yesterday -_-
Starting to feel horrible again.
I see myself getting a great number tomorow 
96.1kg
Definitelly feeling like it too, but nothing unbearable.
On one hand, it is getting ridiculous, just how much time I spend in bed lately.
On the other hand, 95.5kg.
Good morning 
95.1kg
96.4
This is the sad part of the entire process. One bad day will throw your progress so far back on the numbers, that you think you will regain all 5kg in a week.
No, you're not. And you haven't gained so much. But the weight loss numbers are tricky this way. Don't panic :D
I skipped a day, because I seriously felt ashamed of the sudden jump up.
I am not someone to quit easily, but the JoJo effect is so bizare, when it comes to weight loss.
I will keep on reporting on this adventure. I have not quit yet.
95.6
Good morning everyone.
94.6kg.
Didn't sleep well today.
94.6kg.
Good morning everyone.
Feel free to post some bully posts, since I deserve it today.
97.7kg.
Good morning everyone.
96.5
I am not giving up yet 😉
Was even at gym yesterday. That isn't easy, while in such a deficit.
Hood morning everyone.
I am still stuck at 94.6 today. It can get so irritating to see the progress stagnate, but at least the hunger isn't as bad, as when I started.
No weight loss for several days.
96.1kg.
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this!!!
Wow... It's actually no change for 2 weeks already.
Well, time to actually increase intensity. But this is actually the logical limit of safe dieting. According to all the "muh deficit people", I should not be possibly gaining by now.
@Jens_Rasmussen
The goal is to not be fat :D
I "kinda" set the weight at 80, but I have no idea what I will look like at 90 or 85. I just know, that I am still not worthy of cosplaying Kamina, Eren or anyone else without a shirt.
@Jens_Rasmussen
Give up or just take drugs.
I love how supportive the internet can be of a good cause.
@Jens_Rasmussen
Fuck realistic goals.
Being realistic got me from 90 to 100 in last 3 years.
@LukeAlmighty Sleeping burns more calories than watching TV... better content too.
@LukeAlmighty So you are really progressing... Keep it up :)
I'm not sure if it's valid for you, but weighing every day tends to have these swings. Most recommend weekly or twice-weekly, or, if you gotta do it every day, at roughly the same time after doing all waste disposal.
I have a scale that just pushes to an app (yeah i hate it too) so i don't need to be concerned with the day-to-day but can still see that sweet sweet
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@picofarad
Yeah, I am quite used to the swings in data. But, that is why I measure several times a day. (and mostly post just one)
Because, if you're taking data weekly, then you have no idea what the number even means. If I get a 2 day swing of +2kg, but I measure daily... I know what's happening. But if I lost 1, and get 2kg swing at the end of the week, It would look like a horrible week. And that is just not the truth.
Nah. The daily records are insanely motivating. And not getting them does show you to push just that little bit harder.
Also, THANK YOU for encouragement.
@LukeAlmighty sure, no problem. I don't know anything about you at all so i butted in, as i do.
whatever works, go for it. i lost 12kg last year (and probably put it all back on this year) over 3 months or so, and tbh i was measuring daily, but i don't get that stress from seeing the needle move up, but i know some people do.
again good luck and good results so far!
@LukeAlmighty also good work, 6kg is actually significant!
@LukeAlmighty That's a lot to deadlift. Good job!
@SirLuke
Thanks I guess....
What is that?
@LukeAlmighty
That's Roosevelt's Rough Riders
(meth)
@trjjb
Oh, I thought you were joking :D
Well, yeah. I heard about that. Although, I am trying to live my life as drug free, as possible.
90% it was a psychological issue, or I really am built different.
Anyhow THE DRUGS ARE WEARING OFF
@trjjb
I was also taking them for just a while. But, I don't remember, what caused me to hate them so much, but I begged my parents to stop asking me to take them.
The insane part about ADHD is, that most of the problems are just from the rest of the world being filled with fucking liars :D
Small steady steps and youll make it! <3
@lunarised
Fuck small steady steps, they only lead up.
97.1
Slowly getting back on the track