Mr.NutterButter @Mr_NutterButter@gameliberty.club

Day's fucked but I can't even get the decency to fall asleep

@coded_artist so I'm not going to lie this video has repaired a large amount of mental damage surprisingly the longer I keep rewatching it

@dj @coded_artist that's how I normally take it.

It's just that it's been back day to day for like 3 days straight at this point which is why it's really getting to me.

But I'm not giving up in general.

My day's been getting worse and worse today.

I think I should just give up or something.

Lost a semi-long term friendship do to my mental breakdown because they had me make a choice and I chose wrong.

Then I decided to hook-up with someone because I wanted to feel wanted and that ended horribly too.

I just shouldn't have even tried today.

@coded_artist if you read what happened to me today you would agree.

@coded_artist I think I will

@georgia well that's not good.

I recommend setting a timer to remind yourself to eat.

I'll just give up venting.

There's no point.

I'll just stay to myself until the end.

I wish I would've been better.

But I'm not

No one in my family even knows I hate myself

They think I've been the happiest I've ever been.

Glad I can keep that lie going

@Forestofenchantment I wish I wouldn't have been born

I don't want to talk to anyone I don't want anything.

I want to not be worthless.

Why couldn't I have been born differently.

I hate my gender and myself.

It's always my fault.

I'm never worth anything.

I'll be given pity but that's even worse then just being a failure.

The only thing males are good for are work.

That's there only value.

That's why I'm worthless

@vriska hello

Every burden I carry is light but yet everything feels crushing.

Guess I'm a defective male.

Oh well, just throw it away and start over.

You ever wonder the difference to why more males are born?

Probably be there worth less and god know it.