@Bryson it's not her first try lol
@LoliHat well I'm poor and disabled so unless I get really lucky that's kind of out of the picture unfortunately :P
Gonna be honest, I fucking hate the new place we moved to. It's a massive downgrade in every way. I'm sleeping in a living room for fucks sake. It didn't fully dawn on me until I had gotten everything set up and had some time to relax, just how fucked it is that I went from having an actual room to this and I pay MORE now. Not to mention I'm living with people who borderline seem like they don't enjoy my company anymore.
I'm gonna use this as fuel though, motivation to get the fuck out of here. Our lease is for a year. I'll figure some shit out. It's gonna be a rough year for me.
@Possummachine uwaaaa she's so cute!!!
@Awoo I don't know why, but I'll tell you this.
This site has nothing to offer anybody. There is no quality content here you cannot get more quickly and efficiently elsewhere. This is an addiction which reduces your productivity, attention span, and free time. You are becoming more bitter, narrow minded, haughty, and old. Leave now and block this site. There is nothing here but slow, lonely suicide.
People do not have arguments here. Posters do not engage one another on key points, they nitpick with greentext and mock each over. Nobody is interested in the truth; people are battling for fleeting moments of superiority. Active commenters are loud jackasses who tumble into one internet fight after another, anxiously keeping ten tabs open to ensure they keep the last word in all of them. An insightful post is one in ten thousand, and no matter how hard you filter this place you are still searching for diamonds in a garbage dump.
This place is not making you happy. You are not having fun. You are not gathering stories to tell, learning, or growing as a person. Instead you chuckle every thirty minutes and are occasionally spurred to masturbation by libidinal posts or pictures. You are addicted to readily available information and pressure free social interaction. This place is slowly poisoning you with misogyny, narcissism, a false dichotomy surrounding normalfags, and insecurity.
I'm not telling you to b urself. I'm not telling to go outside. I'm not even telling you to make new friends. Just leave Fedi. Do anything else.
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@xianc78 really reminds me of Mario 2!
@Mr_NutterButter I have the capability to learn another language, but every time I try I ultimately decide it is a waste of my time, unfortunately. Not necessarily a waste I guess, but more like there are better things I feel like I could be doing.
It also doesn't help that we don't grow up speaking multiple languages like many European counties, for instance. The first real chance most people get to learn another language is like, Spanish in high school. Maybe others if you're lucky, like French or Mandarin. But by that point, there's already so much else going on it's hard to justify sticking with it, let alone retaining any of it after you graduate. I took Chinese for a year and remember pretty much fuck all. The symbols are completely gone and I only know some extremely simple phrases.
@Mr_NutterButter it's because the internet, where a lot of us lived, was completely different from real life. Now they are much, much more intermingled and you can't escape.
@Mr_NutterButter yeah dude it's like, I'm over here pretty much scraping by with my food, not touching any of their food because I didn't buy it, only for them to just completely forget about it and bury it in the fridge/pantry until it goes bad. I could be on top of it, I guess, but that's not my responsibility and I don't want to keep track of everything everyone buys.
the even worse part is that it's mostly from people who don't even live here anymore. like, they just left us with all of their expired food and said "good luck, you take care of it." not to mention like their old mattresses and shit. so lame.
one thing i really fuckin hate is when people waste food. seriously, i threw away half of our pantry because it was expired things and there were duplicates of them. most of it was never used or only used once, like a mostly full bag of rice that expired 2 years ago, shit like that. makes me sick, as someone who buys exactly what i need for the week/month and nothing more, and i actually use what i pay for.
i can't even fathom having enough money to not care about food i've bought. it's ridiculous.
@sjw you're never alone when you have Jesus by your side
こんにちは、私はひげさん。はじめまして!