let's go sicko mode
wanna start getting back into working out, at least a little bit. right before i started having grand mal seizures in high school, my best friend and i started doing it pretty hardcore and i blew up insanely quickly, he still makes jokes about it to this day even though it was over a decade ago. he ended up being 220 lbs, he's an absolute unit. i had to stop around 150 and then dropped all the way back down to 120 with the meds i was on.
gonna start forcing myself to do at least a little bit every day, little workout of legs/arms/abs just to get the process started up again. i feel like i'm in much better health than i was back in high school, not underweight anymore and my stress levels are much lower, and i can actually accomplish great things if i take it slow and work up to it.
funny enough, my main inspiration was my brother starting to go to the gym. well, he's been going for a year now, but we were all flexing for a funny picture and i'm actually still bigger than him despite not doing anything practically. it just made me realize my potential. i was a premiere athlete when i was a teenager and seizures killed that. i'd like to gain some of that back, even if it is really slowly, because i know i'm in much better shape than i was when i started having seizures. i'm actually working double the amount i was able to even just a couple of years ago.
let's get this shit. beard swole arc incoming.
my parents tried several times to put me into private schools, the kind where you need to pass a test with higher marks to get into, but i'd always rush through the tests on purpose because i didn't want to be there taking a test, i didn't want to change schools, and i definitely did not want to wear a stupid uniform.
@coded_artist it literally is
@matrix they could have made it with nuts
@Mitsu it takes me like 2 minutes, I don't understand
@Mitsu I don't know, I only poop once. I don't know how guys spend like 30 minutes pooping either.
@moth_ball @anime_outdoor @YeetLibs I feel like there are probably levels to Tolkien appreciation and at the very end you wind up reading CS Lewis.
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