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Advice needed 

Long story short I broke this girl's heart 10 years ago, we haven't talked for like 7 or 8 years. But I still think about her all the time, it's my biggest regret.
Part of me wants to shoot her a message just to ask how she's doing. I am 100% not expecting us to get back together but I do still care about her, you know?
Part of me though thinks that, even though I care about her the best thing might be to just let it be.
I just have this feeling that's eating me alive and I don't know what to do about it. It'll never go away, but maybe if I knew if she was like married and had a good life it'd quell things just a bit. Then I get stuck in analysis paralysis though and I think, I'm the one that fucked her over and there's a chance that hearing from me again isn't what she wants, so shouldn't I be the one to bear all the unpleasant feelings anyway?

@nosleep I really miss the android blobs
I've no idea why they dropped those

Woke up after having a dream where I had a cute asian gf, turned off my alarms and kept dreaming. Would have missed work if I didn't randomly fall in the dream.

@matana death note and naruto were just the first anime I ever watched (if you don't count Pokémon i guess). Naruto still makes me cry all the time xD

This sounds bad, but the second season of dragon maid actually improved after the incident, which I'm very thankful for.

@matana I don't watch a whole lot of anime, but what the best one is really depends on what we're judging by haha. My top 3 are death note, Naruto, and dragon maid, those could all be #1 depending on what you're after. Might be that I have trash taste but I haven't seen much and have a deep emotional connection to the first two especially xD

@MaleGoddess I'm still using vanced and it is slowly giving up the ghost

I'm getting ads on YouTube about "Russians killing Ukrainians in an unsanctioned invasion" like every third video now.

The racial slur of the day is Jew.

It is used to refer to Jews.

Deep lore: Short for Jewish. Not really a slur but could be if you say it the right way.

@matrix were you at max settings or what? I've got a slightly better system so I wonder if I could turn some things down. The lighting seriously makes things look a million times better so lowering some things might not be too bad depending on what it is.

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