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@rasterman oh I did trust me lol

I have cyclothymia (type of bipolar) so it's probably just some hypomania getting the best of me. I don't feel groggy or anything, woke up super refreshed but I just know that I'm going to be powered by caffeine later today and then I'm probably going to crash when I get home which will mean I'll be awake until like noon tomorrow. Just how it goes.

Roommate isn't exactly helping the situation because it makes me mad because I ASKED HIM TO BE QUIET TONIGHT. so that gets my blood boiling. I'd probably sleep through it normally, but that's why I asked him to be quiet in the first place because if I have a rough time sleeping, it's not gonna be any easier to go back to bed with someone yelling in the other room.

I have epilepsy too, which worsens the more exhausted or stressed I am. So on days like these I have to really watch myself. It wouldn't suck as much if I could just ride the mania train all the way to the bank and get shit done but I'd probably be dead if I did that.

@CentaurBreeder most of the time it is not a problem because we both work late, but when I work early shifts that's when it becomes a problem.

@CentaurBreeder yeah that sounds horrible. I'd probably go sleep in the living room. I used to do that when my roommate was in the same room as me and he had his girlfriend over because having 3 people sleeping in an already hot room made it impossible to get any sleep.

I don't want to go up to the couch because I pay for my own damn room lol. Might have to at some point though if this shit continues because it's not like I can move or kick the dude out.

Now I'm getting hungry. Won't be able to go back to bed unless I eat something.

Today is going to be brutal. Got 4 hours of sleep, woke up at 2:30AM. It's 4:00 right now. Need to leave for work at 7. Don't get back home until 7pm.

My bed is going to become a good friend to me later but it sure as shit isn't right now.

@CentaurBreeder is he screaming in his sleep or something? That really sucks. Maybe one day we'll both have calmer nights.

I'm going through the stages of grief rn.

@matrix ye this is part of my problem, I'm in a religious area but not religious xD

@matrix he just listed a bunch of stuff that American women don't give a single shit about

I literally cannot get more than 4 hours of sleep lately and it's killing me. I don't know what the fuck to do.

It doesn't help that I can hear my roommate yelling at games through the wall >.>

@xianc78 and I'm talking about reheating it

@xianc78 protip, put wet paper towels on meat when you reheat it so it doesn't get dried the fuck out

@LukeAlmighty damn Daniel

Hey, do you wanna get coffee some time?
"yeah sure!"
Alright I'm free x, y, and z, what works for you?

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After two days of chatting. The absolute state of dating.

@rasterman @Ace66062 I've always heard everyone call it an immersive sim. You're the first I've seen say it's not one.

@LukeAlmighty @nukie the worst part is when a lot of your friends are talking about it and you're just like

@Ace66062 @rasterman i didn't mind xen much lol but it was the worst part of the game. worst part of half life is still really fuckin good though.

@Ace66062 @rasterman i liked the atmosphere of half life 1 way more, the action gameplay of 2 got in the way of my enjoyment of it a lot and there were some parts that really didn't age well in terms of the FPS genre. i think half life 1 aged better in terms of being endearing.