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@elftummy you think i'm dangerous? :D

YO NEW HIGH SCORE LET'S GOOOO

@smoldoll well the gun will fire by itself, so i'm telling you that you should eat an unloaded DEEP FRIED gun if you won't eat any meat. i think that's what vegans eat right?

@picandor pls drink responsibly

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@sjw @LukeAlmighty actually i take back that it's sad because it's not really. i'm pretty quick to cry at sad stuff but i never cried watching edgerunners. it was mostly annoyance and a little bit of just feeling empty. it wasn't emotionally moving in a good way.

sit me down with any random naruto episode though and i'll probably be tearing up at some point xD

@smoldoll as long as you put meat inside of it

@sjw @LukeAlmighty not only is it sad, it's needlessly bleak (because that's the setting, apparently) and i felt like i kind of wasted my time watching it.

if you want some cyberpunky stuff to watch just go for blade runner or ghost in the shell or alita. it's more worth the time even rewatching any of those.

@smoldoll good now eat something too

@icedquinn @heavens_feel @sjw @LukeAlmighty people who are missing limbs still experience phantom pain and limbs. bodies can reject other types of blood and organs from donors. so the idea of a cyberpunk setting where people are removing stuff on purpose and swapping it out is kind of like, how far can you go until your mind kind of shatters due to the dissonance of having body parts that aren't your own?

that's why stuff like therapy exists there too, because it does in real life for people who need to get prosthetics or go through other life altering changes. only in the cyberpunk genre it's exaggerated a little because everything is and that's kind of the point.

@Corfiot i have cyclothymia (mood disorder similar to bipolar) so i'll have manic/depressive periods that switch around faster than bipolar does but aren't usually as bad. so my energy level can vary quite rapidly. often times i'll get 8 hours of sleep, show up to work and be super tired the whole day, and then right when i get home i'll be super jazzed and unable to sleep at all and end up staying awake for 24 hours or some shit, which fucks me over later.

tuesday night i only slept a couple of hours, so you'd think i would be 100% dead but i only took a 40 minute nap when i got home that i had to force myself to take and that was all the sleep i had for 24 hours. didn't feel tired at all. i've been this way since middle school. staying up past bedtime was punishable though and my mom checked on us every night as part of her OCD routine so i'd always just have to pretend to be asleep.

it's a very fun time. i am glad that i have mostly been able to deal with the depression aspect of it for a while now, but the moments where my energy goes bonkers still fucks me up. sometimes i actually feel like there's a little electric current coursing through me.

@smoldoll kinda like wontons or dumplings.

@smoldoll done i ate pot stickers

@smoldoll okay well we're both gonna eat right now because it's not healthy xD