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It's great how the people who are most violently, militantly against my opinions seem to be absolutely disgusted by the thought of keeping themselves in shape. If they ever actually decide to pick a fight, they will get fucking smashed, if they can even walk up to you without getting winded.

@beardalaxy Hmm, man, a lot of the time I feel like I'm pretty much that type of bum. It sucks. It sucks not to have willpower to be able to act with some sort of responsibility. I'm almost 30 and have a year of college left. And yeah, I'm 100% dependent financially on my parents... I don't know, never found inspiration as a teenager. First attempt at college was a nightmare. So it's hard to figure out what profession you want to do when you grow up a bit sheltered, or coddled, or being pushed towards believing you can put off personal development until an ambiguous point in the future. ("You'll learn this in college.") And it turns into a fucked up fear of having that responsibility or independence. I can cook and clean and stuff fine, but will my dumb degree in a field I just fell into on a whim actually be able to help me live on my own, especially with how shitty things are getting in the world? It's like prisoners not knowing how to function in life outside of prison. The fear of going out into the world is certainly unfounded, but even knowing that I still look at life after college with a lot of anxiety.

I dunno, sorry for the semi blogpost, just really making me reflect.

@Jazzy_Butts lmao, just took a look at that, damn it's like people afraid they'll become a junkie after one marijuanas. Someone crying that they fapped to Tails from Sonic the Hedgehog. Pretty funny and sad at the same time...

@matrix b-but you can toggle it, I don't want to see any death in this game called "Dead Space"

my sleep schedule is fixed and I have never been more powerful

After a day, I found out I needed to hold the paperclip-reset button in a very specific way and it's fine now. I'm a retard. Requiring an e-mail to manage the mesh network is still a faggot move though, but I don't know shit about networking so I don't know if there's a consumer-friendly alternative.

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One of my mesh networking nodes just stops working a year after working completely fine, untouched, one week past the warranty ends, and now I have to download a mobile app and log in with an e-mail to a Netgear account just to fucking even try to troubleshoot. This is how war criminals are made.

Done, played all day. Let's all beat lots of games this year. 🙂

Although, I guess if it's your first time, you wouldn't really know how to deal with them. I kind of don't care to use the rifle anyway, so if I didn't know I needed it for the scope I wouldn't have had it.

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my potato brain thought there would be a quick-time event :JahyDerp:

The regenerators become basically irrelevant when you get the thermal scope (so, uh, you fight maybe one without it) but the atmosphere is just right and they still are fun to kill. Hopefully they'll have some surprises in the remake...

@pixel get an antitrust lawsuit with this ONE NEAT TRICK

@beardalaxy @matana @LukeAlmighty Yep, my mother does this too. Not even on holidays. And it's absurd because every other day it's "this is the LAST time I'm cooking, you all are having PB&J from now on." Dad and I are FINE with that. We call that bluff so much, and it just fuels her rage when she sees it backfire. Maybe sudden realization of being rendered unessential in a thing you've been doing nearly daily for 30+ years comes as a shock when you realize the people who used to rely on you can handle themselves. So there will always just be yelling about it. Just damned if you do, damned if you don't...

I'll laugh at the woman being woman, but also just feel real disappointed. There's a point where it becomes an entirely self-inflicted problem.

Damn, just played RE4 for the first time in like a decade, and before I knew it six hours had passed. What a tight fucking game.

Really cleansed my brain. Sucks to admit, but I've been playing some pretty terrible games the past few years. "Live-service" junk that treats playing like a chore has cursed my gaming habits.

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