@beardalaxy Hmm, man, a lot of the time I feel like I'm pretty much that type of bum. It sucks. It sucks not to have willpower to be able to act with some sort of responsibility. I'm almost 30 and have a year of college left. And yeah, I'm 100% dependent financially on my parents... I don't know, never found inspiration as a teenager. First attempt at college was a nightmare. So it's hard to figure out what profession you want to do when you grow up a bit sheltered, or coddled, or being pushed towards believing you can put off personal development until an ambiguous point in the future. ("You'll learn this in college.") And it turns into a fucked up fear of having that responsibility or independence. I can cook and clean and stuff fine, but will my dumb degree in a field I just fell into on a whim actually be able to help me live on my own, especially with how shitty things are getting in the world? It's like prisoners not knowing how to function in life outside of prison. The fear of going out into the world is certainly unfounded, but even knowing that I still look at life after college with a lot of anxiety.
I dunno, sorry for the semi blogpost, just really making me reflect.
@Jazzy_Butts lmao, just took a look at that, damn it's like people afraid they'll become a junkie after one marijuanas. Someone crying that they fapped to Tails from Sonic the Hedgehog. Pretty funny and sad at the same time...
@matrix b-but you can toggle it, I don't want to see any death in this game called "Dead Space"
After a day, I found out I needed to hold the paperclip-reset button in a very specific way and it's fine now. I'm a retard. Requiring an e-mail to manage the mesh network is still a faggot move though, but I don't know shit about networking so I don't know if there's a consumer-friendly alternative.
Although, I guess if it's your first time, you wouldn't really know how to deal with them. I kind of don't care to use the rifle anyway, so if I didn't know I needed it for the scope I wouldn't have had it.
@randomColorContrasts thanks Doc
@pixel get an antitrust lawsuit with this ONE NEAT TRICK
@beardalaxy @matana @LukeAlmighty Yep, my mother does this too. Not even on holidays. And it's absurd because every other day it's "this is the LAST time I'm cooking, you all are having PB&J from now on." Dad and I are FINE with that. We call that bluff so much, and it just fuels her rage when she sees it backfire. Maybe sudden realization of being rendered unessential in a thing you've been doing nearly daily for 30+ years comes as a shock when you realize the people who used to rely on you can handle themselves. So there will always just be yelling about it. Just damned if you do, damned if you don't...
I'll laugh at the woman being woman, but also just feel real disappointed. There's a point where it becomes an entirely self-inflicted problem.
Damn, just played RE4 for the first time in like a decade, and before I knew it six hours had passed. What a tight fucking game.
Really cleansed my brain. Sucks to admit, but I've been playing some pretty terrible games the past few years. "Live-service" junk that treats playing like a chore has cursed my gaming habits.
@takashi Godlike artist
Surface-level tech liker and poser weeb. Certified by the Tennou Heika himself to deny Japanese war crimes. Also one day I want to be an artist of some sort, but I'm not sure how to go about it.